In may of 2019, my life took a turn for the worst. I had a wonderful wife and a job that I used to love. but in may my life changed had a bunch of work issues and fell into a hard position. In July, I have a nervous breakdown. I was in the hospital for 5 days and just gave up on life. I closed everyone out even my wife and was not home. for the next mouth I just ignored everything. in Sep. my wife filed for divorce and I just accepted it.

For the next few months, I was in a dark place. But in march of 2020 during COVID I was laid off and not doing anything and I was watching one of my favorite movies Lone Survivor and I remember listening to Marcus talk at an thing on Youtube and I started to listen to the tnq podcast and it lit a fire in me and got me out of my issues and getting better everyday. Working things out with my ex-wife hoping and working to get back together, if God will let us.